Wednesday, October 24, 2012

Dedicated to those who don’t believe in God

Dedicated to all who don’t believe in God


Let me share some divine experiences I am having since last couple of days from the day I’ve started Hanuman Chalisa Sadhna and make an oath to go to Sarangpur Hanumanji Mandir once everything settled down.  Before, I was very upset, stressed, frustrated and was not able to speak or think anything. I’d

-          about to lose my new car.
-          my previous employer had refused to give my salary
-          And many more issues…

My life was pretty cool till August, all of a sudden by October, it became miserable with all known and unknown issues. I didn’t have any idea what is going on.my brother  Nitesh Shukla ( Yes, coz I could never forget his help, support, his commitment to me and every single moment he gave since the day we met, and ultimately he had inspired me to do Hanuman Chalisa sadhna as he saw my spiritual ability while Rahu Pooja) had advised me to start 100 hanuman chalisa for 100 days. Now, my ticket to India had been booked and nowhere I could continue for 100 days. I’ve prayed to Hanuman dada that, I will do as per my strength and availability. 

Oct. 22, 2012: Monday

After finishing of my hanuman chalisa pooja, when I was about to change my pooja clothes, I’ve noticed one small (approx.1 cm diameter) light red water drop on my right hand. At first glance, it was looking like either blood or red kanku in water. Less possibility of blood coz usually blood is thinner and darker.
 The first thing came to my mind by seeing this as whether it could be signal that hanuman dada is here but faith has no place in today’s scientific world so I was more curious about this and touched it, as soon as I’ve touched it disappeared. I’ve checked my nose as might be it could be blood, the ceiling of my home and every possible source from where the red drop can appear. But got no luck.. I’ve texted my friend, he did some investigation (J) and finally we came to conclusion that it was nothing but signal that Hanuman dada was here. He told me that usually it happens, as the days will pass you will experience many of incidents like this.

Oct. 23, 2012: Tuesday

After finishing pooja, I was curious to see if dada send any signal today again.. I’ve checked my whole body twice, (specially hands), my home but could not get anything.. so decided to leave for mandir after checking my mails outside. I’ve seen one mail from my previous employer, basically he owe me money but after calling him thrice the previous week, he refused and told me that his account balance is zero and didn’t owe me anything. When I saw his mail and open, it was the check, I’ve read the amount, it reads eight thousand and sixty dollars only.. my eyes couldn’t believe and saw the number, it was really 8060.00. 
Immediately I got the feeling that its nothing but Hanuman Dada did this. Tears were not stopping from eyes. I was continuously feeling his presence in my car. I was about to work today again on my money and dada read my mind..:) It was just an amazing feeling that never describe in words. 

Tears were continuously falling from eyes as dada listen to me and outside people were looking me crying on the road while driving to mandir.

While doing prakrima, I was continuously getting feeling that god will not let me down in this way..He was with me everytime and will be.. I got an illusion in mandir that my grand father was requesting to god.

Came back to home after mandir with this unforgettable divine experience and as soon as I’ve opened the door of my home, my home was smelling like sesame oil, the same smell that can found in Hanumanji Mandir on Saturdays.. I was completely amazed.. it was the clear signal that dada is/was at my home.. don’t know what happened, but I immediately clean my home again.. offer fresh ladu to idol of dada. I was feeling the divine experience in my life.. I was continuously checking whether dada had ate or no.. today, I was at that level where I would not get surprised if I found dada ate some laddu.

I’ve heard that devotee can get such type of experience after starting hanuman chalisa Sadhna. Famous Actor Sanjay dutt had gone through the same experience in his tough time.  (http://lightonvedicastrology.com/dailyjyotish-113007.htm), at the end of 100 days, Hanuman dada must come to give his blessings. Unfortunately,  in my case its not going to happen coz of situations at current home. But, I am very thankful to dada for giving me hard time so I could get some time for prayers. Otherwise, nowhere I could get time in this busy world. 

Refreshing to the old memory.. Same places with new look :)




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